Becoming more aware of one's own humanity can be deep work. Expect revelations this year: skeletons rushing out of dark inner closets, to be fully fleshed and clothed in beauty as you breathe life into their dusty bones. Try not to be afraid of what you find deep inside yourself – you once placed it there with love and care. Remember that you are a sacred being, as are the deep dark parts of yourself that you are afraid to look at. It is they that need the most love.-Polaris

Love yourself first and then love all creations of self....loving those relationships that are sweet comes naturally, but with practice even loving those that are bitter can become natural and oh so rewarding.

2011 has been the year of the Judas for me. I am finally finding it not so heart wrenching to think of those who have berated me or been hateful towards me or projected all their nasty darkness over my intentions. What a relief to finally feel and sense with all my awareness that those hateful nasty stabs are fading into the murkiness that they have originated from.

Keeping clean and clear let's my light sparkle and shine. Anything less than light shrivels up or sometimes sparks and explodes like pyro when exposed to the light. My light feels like it is growing again and this time I am being reminded of the courage it takes to not let the darkness sway my course. Having to stand in the face of ill intent is not so personal anymore as keeping a bigger picture helps to not get sucked into a drama and have more perspective about the little attacks.

I am sensing my light growing and love growing and compassion and wisdom growing....slowing down and noticing the raindrops and the grass bending to the wind...slowing down to feel the change in temperature sink into my skin....slowing down to be with Mother Earth and open to Father Sky...slowing down to breathe it all through me.....I am connected.
PEACE